I never told you, never said,
to hold you, like how you hold me.
Thats the way I want my life to be.
I just pushed you away instead.
That has been my biggest regret,
couldn't admit and let you see,
that you meant more to me
than my complete pokemon set.
I said it over again in my head
just wanting to hold you tight
I cant do it, with all my might.
you are that keeps me sane.
To me it is a very big event,
could have easily passed by
as a said whisper or sigh.
not create an awkward moment.